LOL, hello people, sorry for bother this time but I'm glad in this day... Time for excess and pleasures! It's my freaking Birthday! Man I got some cool gifts and greetings from many deviants today, I really want to thank everybody very much for this surprise and the nice comments, favors and compliments, for all... For being my great friends and being people who I can trust. Well, for me, now it's time to celebrate, no work today damn it!

I hope to back soon!

Good day deviants! It's me, again...

Well, seems that the latest Journal promised too much about some big deals and projects, specially on here... I'm writing this journal for let you know that I'm not dead (at least, not yet ) and you read the last time about big plans and art projects, well, after all most of them are already running !!!

Friends, my fellow watchers, visitors, I beg for your pardon because my lack of submissions and uploads... And the one who I really have to apologize is to the one that gave me the Sub. Well, maybe I had not changed the Journal appearance, something that I really wanted to do when I didn't get the Sub, but it has been pretty useful, specially for browsing, it's more comfortable to see 120 thumbs per page in deeper searchings specially, and the latest weird adjustments on dA really worth this Sub, I have to see those stuff when I at last have the proper time...

I have to say that, I had been in some very tense times that requires all my attention and dedication. I'm not sad, just tired and anxious to back to my illustrations and book sketches-scripts, to materialize my ideas for once and for all! And of course take my time for your requests, gifts and some other stuff in dA. Sorry If I had not done this before but I ever finish the semesters very tired, but seriously I have to take habits, I'm being very lazy lately...

Work, study and have other things in mind is nothing fun and good for my personal projects, specially when I finish so tired and use the free time for relax and kill the stress and tension caused by this frustrating career, when I'm calmed down I use to search for any work and other opportunities for study arts, sculpture, animation and writing, specially out of my country. I mean, I like the thing on the design programs, everything about art and all of it's manifestations, the depiction of concept and learn how to use those interesting stuff and terms worthy, but I'm not good and neither interested in form an agency or think in a management of a company, administration, accountancy, that's not my kind of stuff and it's not part of my goals, but it's part of the college curriculum, I hate that... I have to deal with that messing stuff, after all if I want my title and specially for know how to join and deal with one of those things if it's required later on any job... I like to lead the ideas, take the first place in any project, being part of them, but not to manage a corporation, that makes me feel very sad and annoyed, that deserves a big payment but usually is not that good, and if it also were that good on payment I neither take the job. Graphic Design has been a very good base, a good point for have a perspective on my goals but is not that inspirational for me, it severely lacks of spirit and focus... Personally of course, don't feel offended. Massive production, corporative image, editorial mount, logos and logos... It's like an office job and believe me, it's actually that, so damn monotonous... I'm not saying that it has to be bad or useless, just that it doesn't fit in my perspectives, but even I hate it, it's freaking important to know about that stuff... Irony uh? Well, it's the business in here...
And the funny part, why do every person that has a talent at drawing has strictly to end at Graphic Design? Is it the only way to get worthy of that talent? I don't know, it's more of each one, but in my point of view, it's helpful, but not absolutely...

After all, I had learned a lot of cool and useful stuff in Graphic Design for my life, specially as an artist... The use of software for pictures, drawings, vectors, animations, T-shirt and screen-printing that's awesome, the very solid depiction of concept, the printing part, the Illustration focuses are very useful and helpful for my artistic perspective, that's in what I'm very interested, after all the editorial design has been very useful in my part as a writer.
I see myself more as an artist than a designer, express my feelings and ideas in many ways, drift them trough colors and shapes of infinite creativity, sensuality and imagination, freedom. I'm a dreamer... And I love to be a dreamer... Dedicate to illustration, animation, writing, sculpture and more on art and digital art specially, like 3D, animation and video editing... I have a long path to fight and run for this dream, and you know what... I'm already on it. And things are going pretty good! I love to take requests, commissions and help everywhere I can use my talents, advise, I like to satisfy people, to see their satisfaction in anything I had done very well for them and call their curiosity in my stuff. Well, I think my dA gallery doesn't say the same about me ... What a shame!! . I have to make a serious change in here, delete some stuff, adjust here and there and remake some others...

Many things are starting to change in my life, I like it... If you ask yourselves what I had been doing since my last three month vacations is that. Changing and trying to be a better person, taking more care on myself and fight stronger for my goals. Have more energy, be responsible and have a balance between my body, soul and hearth, well it requires some sacrifices and renounces but it deserves that. Have a solid perspective on my professional interests.

In other part, May-28th is the last day for this current semester. And I owe a lot of requests, favors, staff support and gifts to some people around here!! . Well and my objective with showing to you this journal is to say that I'll be away for a bit more longer, please be patient, I'm at final exams and there's a lot of sh*t to do!!!
Maybe I'll back near to June 15th with some new cool stuff and gifts , well because of all this study and work, I had not enough time even for practice and improve my skills, I take practice when I can but for very little times and lapses... I'll have to take some good time in my next vacations for back to my illustrations, dA and of course for all my fellow watchers and friends around here that I must to thank for their support and interest.

I'll be back, renewed.

Fabián Andrés Mendoza Perea.

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